I could feel her moving while I was in that comfort-place between sleep and wakefulness. She made her way over the top of the comforter and lay on the pillow beside my head. Her warm breath and moist tongue were soon working on my ear. It had become her way of saying, “hey you…human person. I gotta go pee”.
I opened my eyes and reached up and took Suzie in my arms
and laid her on my belly. Her eyes
sparkled and her tongue reached out and licked my forehead. I lay there, watching her for a few
moments before getting out of bed and putting some clothes. I put her leash on and walked to the
door as I wiped the sleep out of my eyes.
She was on her hind legs, waving at the door with her paws by the time I
opened it and I walked her to the back yard so she could take care of her
business.
Suzie started up the concrete walk and when she reached the
end of her leash, she turned and looked at me…and then back up to the gate that
led to the street. I usually just
allowed her to go to the bathroom in the back yard unless I was planning on taking
her for a walk, which wasn’t my plan when I left the house. She gave a gentle pull on the leash and
looked at me again. If her eyes
could talk, she definitely would have been saying something like, “come on, let’s
go for a real walk…please!!!” I looked to the sky as she turned back and stared at the
gate.
With a smile on my face, I started walking and headed for
the gate by the garage with Suzie at a quick trot in front of me. She was already pushing on the gate
with her front paws by the time I reached it. I opened it and we headed out on to the street for a morning
walk…our LAST morning walk. Mary
and Adam had been offered a job in Las Vegas and they were leaving first thing
in the morning so this would be our last day together.
We started walking north up the quiet street…Suzie taking
off at a run until she reached the end of the leash held by someone who was out
for a leisurely walk. Then it
would be her walking on her hind legs pulling on the taut leash line. I’d give a gentle tug and she would
fall back to all fours and continue her adventure, stopping every now and then
to sniff at the marks of the dogs and cats who had gone before her. She would occasionally turn and run
back my direction but she rarely made it that far. Some sound, or color or smell would grab her attention and
off she would pull in a different direction.
The half-mile loop had become a regular walking route for us
during our time together. What had
originally been planned as a 3 month dog-sitting adventure for my niece and her
husband had turned into 7 months while they looked for a new job. The extension hadn’t bothered me
much…Suzie was pretty easy to fall in love with (most of the time).
We took our walk around the loop with a half dozen stops so
Suzie could leave her mark on top of those that she found. She zig-zagged back and forth, going
from one side of the street to the other.
An early riser getting the newspaper out of her paper box brought a few
sharp barks from her and a smile from the 50-something lady in her long terry
cloth robe.
As we rounded the last corner, Suzie stopped to get a quick
drink from a small puddle that had accumulated some rain from over night. A quick tug pulled her away and we
started down the last stretch toward the house. We approached the driveway and she instinctively turned and
walked down toward the gate and waited, her little tongue hanging out. As I turned to close the gate as we
walked through, I looked back at the
street and smiled…thankful for one final walk with Suzie.
1 comment:
I'm so glad you wrote this, even though it broke my heart to read. You are a good and generous man and I know Suzie will miss you forever, as you will miss her. Even if you are getting to sleep through the night again. :-)
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